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مثل همیشه.چیزایی که کوچیکن برام مهمن،و چیزای بزرگ... مهم اینه که کدوم اتفاق بدتره،حتی اگه مهم نباشه مهمش می کنیم... جالب این جاس که اون چیزایی که برای من اتفاق بده برای انسان نرمال اصلاً اتفاق نیست. در واقع به حساب نمی آد.


هر وقت خواستین به یه آدمی بگین با بفهمونین که دوستش دارین بدونین که دوستش ندارین.(این هم نصیحت بابابزرگ)



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     "Majeraye Medad-rangiha," ya "Ghesseye Medad-rangiha..."

 

     Baraye in onvan mishe ye filmname nevesht, na? Makan, rastesh khodam ham dorost yadam nist. Mesle vaghti ke khab mibini, baad bidar mishio joz ye hesse gongo chand ta tasvir (chand ta tavire mobhamo baeed), hich chiz bekhateret nemiad. Majeraye medad-rangiha kaboosie baraye man, ke age bekham be yad biaramesh...

 

       Engar, man medad-rangihamo az to darigh kardam...Ye tasviri daram az yek jaabeye medad-ragie 36 rang ke daresh ro mibandam, tasviri az faselei chand rooze beine mano to, va yek sokoote delkharash. Baad tasviri hast az to (ba moohaye khormayee roshan) ke sare saff be man chizi migi; yadam miad az ebarate engelisie "To Have & not to have" estefade kardi, engari goftane oon harf (shekastane oon sokoot, payeen ovordane oon divar) enghadr sakht bood ke be farsi nemitoonesti begi.  Kheili gongo mobham esharei kardi be faseleye ahmaghaneye beine mano to. Va man...engar, oon lahze man yek chizi ro daryaftam, va khastam baraye tamame omr hefzesh konam, ke dige hichvaght dobare tarikie oon hemaghat va talkhie oon pashimani ro tajrobe nakonam. Ye khatereye gong daram az Roshani ke fekr mikone Makan ye bache-pooldare, bidarde morrafahe va engar oon baes shod ke man jaabeye medad-rangimo bebandam...va baad to ba harfet sare saff negaham ro shosti va koodakim ro behem dadi...va baad tasmim gereftim ke faramoushesh konim. Zaheran to faramoush kardi...

 

 

     Hess mikonam joloye yeki az oon miza neshestam, ba noore cheragh too soratam...Na inke to dari mano bazjooyee mikoni. Faghat yadavarish baram...natoonestam khodam ro bebakhsham, saay kardam behesh fekr nakonam.

 

     Saat 12:46 shabe, hess mikonam mokham goozide. Delam mikhad bedoonam yad avarie ina be to che hessi mide...omidvaram azaret nade!

 

      Solh rafigh!

 

 

       

 

 

akhkhkhkhkhkhkh...cheghadr bachegiham'o doost daram...midooni az kolle Emailet che hessi behem dast dad?az oonjash narahat shodam ke didam too dah davazdah salegiye man'o to cheghadr bachegi gome...shayad oon moghe ham delam baraye bachegim tang mishode...va to ham ...are.ma bachegi nakardim.

 

hatman harfaye bozorgoone mizadmin...na?vaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Roshan...cheghadr kharim...cheghadr kharim rafigh...hatman adamaye aroomi boodim...vagar na alan rock doost nadashtim...khaaaaaaaaaaaaak too saremon!!!fewkr kon!!!too oon sen FEKR mikardim!hamine ke alan khodemoono mikoshim va nemitoonim fekr nakonim...badbakhti injas ke baad az in hame saal ke nadidamet badjooori mifahmamet lanati.

 

 

rasti...man ye jabe medad rangi kharidam...mikhastam be yaade bachegi tavallode babam behesh ye naghashi bedam...hamin 5shanbe bood...majboor shodam ye pastel gachi pas bedam ke poolam be medad rangi berese...khaaaaaaaayli ahmaghane bood...hala oon jabeye medad rangi hamishe too kifame...(yani too in 3-4 rooz boode) ba khodam mibaramesh daneshgah...fekr kon!!

 

 

babate emailet mamnoon.babate in ke hasti mamnoon...va babate jabeye medadrangiha...